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Why do you keep me?
God why do you keep me?
I swear you have me wrapped up tight;
Officialized with a bow.
I'm so confused right now.
I just want some help;
The kind that dissuades me
From claiming me as a useless self?
Lord I don't think I've ever felt this scared.
But on the bright side
I know what terrors me so.
You hear that heart beat go
"Pitter ? Patter?"
That uneasy beat of concern?
Lord I know why I'm scared;
Why I'm always running in my dreams.
Well maybe I am not all that I seem.
I have my many masks
That keep me locked up in my memories.
Those memories reeked with possession,
Fear, remorse, illness, and dread.
Lord, I know why I'm scared;
Why I always coo myself awake with my inner screams.
Can you hear me scream for freedom?
Lord, I know why I am scared
It's because the war within myself
Has gotten far too out of hand.
I'm leaving Lord and I've asked for salvation;
I've screamed my repents!
Do you not see my tears
And my obvious
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